Sunday, February 9, 2014

Sunday Confessions #InMyCloset

Sunday Confession is the brainchild of More Than Cheese and Beer.  Everyone is welcome to participate.  You can link your blog or post your confession in the comments section of her Sunday      Confession, or send anonymous confessions to her via Facebook or Twitter (@MKitchenWitch).

When I saw this prompt I thought of ALL the ways I could take this...serious, funny, dark (ha!...because my closet IS dark!) I think I'll just use honesty and talk about something I don't like talking about. 

I'm overweight and not really happy about it. Some days I'm better about following Weight Watchers and staying on track. Other days, well, forget about it....MUST EAT ALL THINGS. I've been doing WW since July and have lost some weight, 27 pounds. I still have about 30 more that I'd like to lose...that I really need to lose. My girlfriends and I are going to Vegas in May. My goal since September has been to lose the weight. In reality I can't believe I stuck with dieting this long. I write about it randomly. Mostly to remind myself to keep keep trying. 

Even when I want to give up. 

So, what does this have to do with my closet? In my closet is a bikini from my early 20's. Keep in mind that I have NEVER worn a bikini, and if I did it was probably a bad life choice. I bought this bikini when I was 22 because it was pretty. It's still pretty. I am 6 feet tall, and have horrible body image. I hates showing that much skin. When I was skinny, I thought I was fat. 

My goal is to wear this bikini, even if it's just in my house, but I want to fit into this bikini and not have love handles, muffin top, etc. 

Someday I am going to wear this bikini...and eat a doughnut while doing it. (Kidding....maybe.) 

1 comment:

  1. I hope you wear the bikini. Just do it. And eat the donut too. Thanks for being here darlin! Hugs and love!